While I’ve been waiting to hear more news on the missing sisters, I’m just completely obsessing on my mate rate. It’s so low and my time is ticking… I don’t know what I can do to make my chances of mating better. It all just seems so clinical. Plus, it’s really hard to have a good attitude about it. Like what can I do if I already am considered ugly by pretty much everyone else on the planet?  I can’t change my race, not matter how hard I’ve tried or how much Midnight Luster I apply. It truly seems hopeless. Any thoughts or suggestions would be appreciated.  If I could only get my mind off of it for a little…

Nothing new yet, though I’ve gotten word from a co-worker of the sisters who disappeared. She thinks she can get a hold of the video message. As soon as she does, I will post it here.

In the meantime, I’m still trying to be positive about finding a mate, though I feel kinda doomed. It’s hard when people judge you only by the color of your skin. I honestly think I have the lowest mate-rate that I’ve seen so far, so I just don’t know how I am going to overcome this to find the one. Well, actually, forget about the one, I just need to find someone who will mate with me and hope that he’s actually decent.

Heard that a Pearl girl almost made it out. That’s what they’re calling her—Pearl Girl. But as soon as she got away, she got the Heat. She supposedly sent a video message back to her sister in the Combs, but when her sister received it, the Uni-Gov took her and the tape into custody. People are whispering because now both the sisters are missing. The thing is, one was 16 and the other was 17. They didn’t have much time left anyway.

Rumors everywhere. I’m trying to research what is fact and what is fiction, but it’s hard to know unless there are photos or video to back up people’s claims. The thing is, if they find any photos or video, they will obviously destroy them, but who knows what the punishment is for having that kind of contraband. I will do my best to find something real and valid, and will post it as soon as I do. Stay tuned and please email me if you hear, see or know of anything.

I have just gotten started… I will have more info for you soon.